ONLY HER EYES TALKED

ONLY HER EYES TALKED
SHE STUTTERED WHEN SHE SPOKE
SHE COULDN’T SAY THE WORDS
THEY GOT CAUGHT UP IN HER THROAT

TERRIFIED OF SAYING ANYTHING
HER MOTHERS LOOK FORBADE
NEVER KNOWING WHEN SHE’D STRIKE
THE WORDS IN HER THROAT...STAYED

HER FACE GOT RED
SHE SUNK INSIDE
TO A SHRIVELING NOTHING
NO PLACE TO HIDE*
                                                    
*HER BEAUTY WAS HER UNDOING
PLEASE DON’T THINK THIS VAIN
HER MOTHER THOUGHT HER BEAUTIFUL
BUT SHE DIRTIED UP HER NAME

DID THAT FEEL GOOD DOLOROUS
SHE WHISPERED IN HER EAR
OH YES MOMMY, I LOVE YOU MOST
YOU'RE BETTER THAN YOUR DADDY, MOMMY  DEAR

YOU LET GRANDPA DO THAT TO YOU
YOU DIRTY LITTLE SEXPOT
AND YOU’RE ONLY FIVE YEARS OLD
I HOPE  IN HELL YOU ROT

SHE DENIED SHE SEXUALLY molested HER
THIS IS WHAT SHE SAID
YOU WHORE, YOU SLUT,YOU FILTHY LIAR
I WISH THAT YOU WERE DEAD

THAT CHANGED THE COURSE OF DESTINY
THE PAIN NEVER WENT AWAY
IT MANIFEST AS STUTTERING
ON THE WORDS SHE DARE NOT SAY

THE BIG LIE


YOUR LIE MADE ME BELIEVE IT TRUE

AT THE AGE OF FOUR I MOLESTED YOU

 I TOLD YOU  WHAT YOUR FATHER HAD DONE

BUT YOU BROUGHT IN ME THE GREATER CUM

YOU SAID I WAS AN EVIL ONE

FROM THAT TIME ON YOU DENIED ALL THIS

“DROP DEAD YOU LIAR, YOU DISGUSTING MISS”

AND SO I DIED  I LET YOU BELIEVE

(YOU ARE MY MOTHER I COULDN’T CONCEIVE

THAT IT WAS YOUR FAULT, NOT MINE)

I BEGGED FOR LOVE, I WAS BAD YOU WERE FINE.

MOMMY, I’M SO ASHAMED OF MY SINFUL ACT

I MADE YOU DO IT TO ME, THAT’S A FACT.

YOU WERE SO MAD THAT I WAS SO BAD

A LESSON YOU HAD TO TEACH TO ME

I WAS TO REMEMBER THAT GOD HAD SEEN

MY SINFUL ACT, AND HE WAS GOING TO  PUNISH ME.